I'm sillyporean now !

HEEEEEEEELLLLLLOOOOOOOO!
I'm back after veryy longg time. I just checked my profile and I'm so surprised. I'm wrote that I love my boyfriend, wellll actually I dont have boyfriend for two years. So, its mean that I'm not open this blog for more than 2 years. Fiuh is quite long right?

Well, now I'm in Singapore, I'm decided to take university in here studied accounting. buttttt, my English still not good, and I start talking in singlish. Hahahhaa. I got many problem while I try to adjust with my new life in here. I started to find new friends, and sometimes found a jerk that really make me feeling so bad. I hope that I can find a lot of friends in here.

Now, I feel so bad and I cannot find place to share, so I decide to open this my old blog to share everything. I feel alone and reckless. I feel that i must face many problems in here, too many emotions now and i hope it will going to be okay soon.

#about BB

These are some of my thinking about BB (Blackberry)
the


"I think BB became a new best friend for everyone"

"I think this f***ing machine make someone became so far with the others"

"I hate when BB is so valuable to some people and forget about the people closest"

"I hate when my friends or my boyfriend more interested with their BB than listening to my story"

"I'm confused when someone looks so happy when they got BBM"

"I'm confused why they look so sad when their BB damaged"

yes, it's like some people say that the BB makes close which far and makes far which close

I  MALAKA

MALAKA, mungkin sebagian besar orang cuma ngerti malaka ada sebuah kota yang ada dalam buku-buku sejarah, dimana menjadi satu pusat perdagangan rempah-rempah, dan Malaka di kuasi oleh bangsa Portugis.

the fact is : Malaka is the wonderful city.
Kota tua yang punya banyak bangunan sejarah tapi juga gak kalah modern. (Mall nya aja punya banyak toko branded) and you can do many things activties at Malaka.
Kalian bisa naik perahu dan keliling kota Malaka, and its a great.
or you can visit many museum. kalian juga bisa naik bianglala yg bisa ngelihat satu koa malaka.

banyak keunikan yg bisa ditemui dr Malaka. such as;
tembok rumah di Malaka, di gambar-gambar in.
Becak disana, harus dihias semarik mungkin supaya banyak pelanggan.
Banyak biawak dilepas di sungai Malaka, and you can see it.
and more..
so you want visit Malaka??

acha septriasa feat irwansyah - ada cinta

ucapkanlah kasih satu kata yg ku nantikan
sebab ku tak mampu membaca matamu
mendengar bisikmu

nyanyikanlah kasih senandung kata hatimu
sebab ku tak sanggup mengartikan getar ini
sebab ku meragu pada dirimu

reff:
mengapa berat ungkapkan cinta
padahal ia ada
dalam rinai hujan
dalam terang bulan
juga dalam sedu sedan

mengapa sulit mengaku cinta
padahal ia terasa
dalam rindu dendam
hening malam
cinta terasa ada

nyanyikanlah kasih senandung kata hatimu
sebab ku tak sanggup mengartikan getar ini
sebab ku meragu pada dirimu

3activities

haii,,
sorry guys, i just could to blogging..
i'm was recently very busy..
these are some activities or events that i do lately:

1. preparing MOS
yeayy, before holidays we must completed everything about MOS such as ; costume, anthem, punishment for new student, rules for us or new student, and more..
its make me, and the others so dizzy.
2.selling food at MTD
I helped my friends for selling some food at malang tempo doloe (MTD) its so very fun.
i was shouting like crazy people, offering food. and the others too.
I'm selling starts at 5 pm until 10 pm and it was very tiring.
3. preparing for final exams
my final exams will be on 29th may - 05th june.
and i must study hard for the final exams
because its my last hope, if i want go to next class.
i wish this would be successful

wish me luck :)

great escape

can imagine?? this is the best friday of the month or maybe of the year. hahahha
3 kelas unggulan di sekolah gw escape semua
dan ikut serta tiga ketua osis, plus anak buah nya dari sekbid 1-8 (including me)
escape masal, yang ga janjian tapi bisa kumpul di satu tempat,
sampe ketahuan polisi. dan dilaporin ke sekolah an.

finally kita pulang konfoi bareng, sambil nyanyi mars dempo.
dan sampai di sekolah di semprot guru kesiswaan.
besok masa hukuman, dan anak osis bakal pake rompi kebanggaan
(rompi warna ijo, kayak jukir nertuliskan "saya akan disiplin")
hari ini gw bener-bener ngerasa jadi anak SMA.
jadi angkatan osis paling gila
jadi anak sosial paling seruu
dan jadi murid DEMPO!
and this is unforgetable moment in my life..

afghan - bawalah cintaku

sumpah tak ada lagi kesempatan
ku untuk bisa bersamamu
kini ku tahu
bagaimana cara ku untuk dapat terus denganmu

Reff:
Bawalah pergi cintaku
ajak kemanapun kau mau
jadikan temanmu
temanmu paling kau cinta

Disini ku pun begitu
terus cintaimu di hidupku
di dalam hatiku sampai waktu
yang pertemukan kita nanti

PROM NITE

finally i can open my blog! i miss you... hahha..
fiuhh, gw sibuk banget ngurusin prom kakak-kakak kelas tercinta,
dan taraaaa baru sekarang gw bisa buka facebook, twitter dan blog!
and now i want share about how the great prom this year..
and this some photos :









NB: photo by jevera janet

i need some joke

nobody can help me, now. where are you??
i'm alone. when i'm sad you're not here. i wish you were here.
this morning i think this day will be fun
but i am wrong. this day very suck

so sorry, i cant give (you) surprise tonight.
i'm promise next year will be better then today. i'll give you surprise.
sorry :(

ne-yo never knew i needed

For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction
For the way you took me
I knew that I had, everything that I wanted to have
You made me see there was something missing

(Oh yeah Oh)
For the ending of my first begin
Oh yeah yeah, oh yeah yeah oh
And, for the rare and unexpected friend
Oh yeah yeah oh yeah yeah oh
For the way you're something that I would never choose
But at the same time something I don't wanna loose
I don't ever wanna be without her again

Chorus:
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So, when you walked in, I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
See now it's so clear I need you here
(Oh yeah)

My accidental happily ever after (Woah)
The way you smile now you've gone for me
With your laughter
I must admit you weren't a part of "My Book"
But, now if you open it up and take a look
You're the beginning and the end of every chapter
(Ooh)

Chorus:
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So when you walked in I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
See, now it's so clear (its so clear) I need you here
(Ooh)

Who knew that I could be? (Who knew that I could be?)
So unexpectedly (so unexpectedly)
Undesierabley happy. Oh so with you
Right here right here next to me!

Chorus:
You're the best thing I never knew I needed (Woah)
So when you walked in, I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed (I needed, woah)
See now it's so clear, I need you here always

Now it's so clear, I need you here always!

thinking about my feature

sometimes i feel stupid when i'm thinking about my feature; where i will study (i mean university) ; what my job ; will i be rich or poor, because it just make me stress.
many people says : " you just need enjoyed your life, because life just once" "about your feature just lei it flow"

but.. some people says :"you need thinking about your feature girl, if you want to be success women"
yeah, i think that opinion is true. if i make shift now, i will happy in feature.

pict of me

sorry to much photo.... hihihi i'm to stress this week, so i take a lot of photo.. :)

some reason why i love OZ

few days ago (halah) gw bareng kelas pergi study budaya ke desa kemiren yang ada di banyuwangi, dan orang-orang disana di panggil suku osing. yang gw maksud OZ diatas itu bukan ausy lo yah tapi yah osing.
ok this some reason why i love oz :
1. orang-orangnya asik + unik, dengan bahasa khas yang aneh dan orang tua yang masih suka nginang.
2. banyak acar adatnya yang unik banget dan seru buat di lihat kayak ;barong ider bumi, seblang, 7 bulanan, atau sekedar upacar penikahan atau sunatan yang wow bisa di bilang megah (maksudnya ribet dan banyak persipan)
3. makanan khasnya such as PECEL PITIK, walaupun gw cuma dapet se "iprit" tapi sumpah enak banget. terus kue lapisnya,ada 1 kue lai yang enak, kue ijo dr duan pandan bahanynya kayaknya dari tepung ketang atau kanji, terus di lumuri gula jawa, dan dibungku daun pisang,, yummy..
4. om iwan pengusaha kopi yang baik hati, sangking baiknya semua da kasih munim KOPI LUWAK gratis. bayangkan! beliau pemerhati kebudayaan osing, tiap kali upacara adat, dia yang nymbang dana. he's so awesome. pria hebat! dan gw seneng banget bisa ketemu orang kayak gitu
5. seni kebudayaannya, disana ibu-ibu tua pada pinter main musik lesung. jadi kayak orang tumbuk padi tapi gg ada padi nya cuma alat pemukul sama lesungnya itu, enank banget sama angklung paglak, yang ini bikin suasan hati AYEM. kayak musik bali gitu yang ini, yang main bapak-bapak tua, pinter banget mainnya.

ok,, thats all.
thankyou

completely - ana laura

The secret of life is letting go
The secret of love is letting it show
In all that I do
In all that I say
Right here in this moment

The power of prayer is in a humble cry
The power of change is in giving my life
And laying it down
Down at your feet
Right here in this moment

Chorus:
Take my heart
Take my soul
I surrender everything to your control
And let all that is with in me lift up to you and say
I am yours and yours alone
Completely

This journey of life is a search for truth
This journey of faith is following you
Every step of the way
Through the joy and the pain right here in this moment

Chorus

Vamp: right here, right now, and for the rest of my life
Hear me say

Chorus

I am yours and yours alone
Completely

Marcel - tak kan terganti

Telah lama sendiri
Dalam langkah sepi
Tak pernah kukira bahwa akhirnya
Tiada dirimu di sisiku

[*]
Meski waktu datang dan berlalu
Sampai kau tiada bertahan
Semua takkan mampu mengubahku
Hanyalah kau yang ada di relungku

[**]
Hanyalah dirimu
Mampu membuatku jatuh dan mencinta
Kau bukan hanya sekedar indah
Kau tak akan terganti

Tak pernah ku duga bahwa akhirnya
Tergugat janjimu dan janjiku

Back to [*][**] 2x

Kau tak akan terganti

about friendship

friendship. humhh let me think about thats word
kata-kata yang sering banget di ucapin ttg frienship is BFF alias best friend foroever
actually apa sih best friend..
kadag-kadag gw pikir BFF itu juga bisa diartikan bad friend forever. heheh
huahh benernya ga tau sih mau nuis apa.
cuma yang lagi di otak gw cuma masalah persahabatan yang akhir-akhir ini ada dalam hidup gw.
gw ga tau, kadang mereka janji best friend forever. tapi selama perjalan. eh jadi bad friend forever.
ahh uda lah, dari pa gw tamah nge-freak.. nomong ga jelas juntrungnya..
akhir in aja..

THE END =='

When Bali meet Jogja

okk,, mana yang bakal lu pilih..
ketika disuruh milih berlibur ke Bali atau ke Jogja..

Bali dengan pantainya yang wow, and tempat shooping yang asik.
tapi dengan budget yang pastinya lebih mahal.
or Jogja yang lebih deket, dengan tempat shopping ga kalah sama Bali.
and pastinya Budgetnya juga lebih murah...

which you will chosen. *halah*
actually, i'm prefer going to Bali,
but it's look like impossible for me.

arghh, if i have lots of money.
capcus dah gua kesana.. =='
eh temen-temen! ayokk ke Bali nyokk

asher book - try

If i walk, would you run?
If i stop, would you come?
If i say you're the one, would you believe me?
If i ask you to stay, would you show me the way?
Tell me what to say so you don't leave me.
The world is catching up to you
While you're running away to chase your dream
It's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
And maybe i'm not ready

Chorus
But I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

If i sing you a song, would you sing along?
Or wait till i'm gone, oh how we push and pull
If i give you my heart would you just play the part
Or tell me it's the start of something beautiful.
Am i catching up to you?
While your running away to chase your dreams
It's time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change
And maybe i'm not ready

Chorus
But I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

I will try for your love
I can hide up above

2x huh huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh huh huhhh

If i walk would you run
If i stop would you come
If i say you're the one would you believe me..

dear: movie freak

1. Valentine day


2. Dear john


3. Alice in the wonderland


4. The princess and the frog


5. 500 days of summer

three ubnormal people

well ini sebenernya cerita lama cuman baru kepikiran buat nge-post di sini ajaa.
di sekitaran sekolahku yang dikenal asri, rimbun, dll
ternyata menjadi tempat orang-orang "gak waras" bersembunyi..
oke check this out "jengjeng"

1.The most famous crazy people is : "OM TITIT" alias "OM T"
om-om yang berkeliaran di sekitar sekolah, ini orangnya ga cuma satu.
ada yang naik mobil atau naik sepeda bakal tukang becak (yang ini gua pernah liat) iuh
cara kerja mereka : melangkah dengan tampang innocent tapi resletingnya terbuka dan memunculkan barang terlarang nunggu ada cewek yang ngelihat dan teriak. setelah itu mereka puas. yuup menurut buku sosiologi itu adalah salah satu penyakit seksual.

2. "OM TETEK" yang ini cara kerja nya jalan seperti orang normal ada cewek di sebelhnya, "ting" tangan maju dan langsung meremas (woopss vulgar sekali) yang ini cuma satu orang, untungnya dia jarang beroprasional di sekolah.

3. ga tau sebutannya apa. ciri-cirinya:
"badan agak gemuk, rambut agak plontos, tampang radak longor"
cara kerjanya: dia ngajakin anak-anak les berenang sama dia, dengan "histeris" (kayaknya dia dulu obsebsi perengang) pokoknya ngajaknya ga normal gitulah. terus yang kedua kalo ada anak cewek rambutnya panjang sama dia bakalan di "jambak" alias ditarik terus siap-siap mau dipotong. beuuh.
menurut nara sumber dulu cewek orang ini rambutnya panjang, terus meninggal. jadi merinding sendiri..